4/17/2024 0 Comments Chelsea wilde adult starRealistically, women well into their 60s, 70s and 80s. I think you can do scenes as long as you have a sex drive and want to f**k. Do you think it is something you can realistically do for a long time? I interviewed Jessica Drake and she’s a star who has been in the industry for 15 years. This way I can prepare, I can have wardrobes specialised for the stuff, I can have all the things you would need an agent to give you mine, for all those years, never gave me the support that I needed to ensure I did the best that I could. Rather than an agent putting me on set without really knowing what you are doing until the morning that you are there. I have no agent now so that means I really get to talk to the directors and owners myself and hear their ideas and say, ‘yeah that idea is great, but it simply won’t work for me’. So it’s like you’ve got more control over yourself/career/circumstances? And now it's like you are proud so it feels so much better doing what you want to do. I think all those years before, I would just come, work, leave, deny deny deny. I’m definitely standing on my own two feet. So do you feel that attitudes have changed a little bit? And I was like, is this because I am 32 now? Is this because I am doing this of my own free will with no guilt or shame? I just shot my first scene for Zero Tolerance last week and I had so much fun, and I was so horny. So to step out, and grow a little bit, and then to come back – it’s interesting. Because there is a lot of growth when you’re in that environment, because most people just stay within the bubble. Some of them I’ve stayed in touch with, but others I have completely removed. I was in a different place in my life.ĭid you stay in touch with your friends or did you completely detach yourself from it? I just didn’t pay attention to it, I didn’t watch or follow it even though a lot of my friends were still in the business. There wasn’t social media at the time as it was just starting out so I didn’t post anything. I didn’t put anything on it, I literally just woke up one day and said, ‘ok I don’t want to do this anymore’, so I called up my agent and cancelled everything I had booked and never went back to it. I mean, I like sex.ĭid you always think you would go back ? I miss being able to express my artistic energy through porn. So I left, I went to college, now I am going to graduate school, I just had a baby - but really I just miss working. It's like a natural, human-nature thing to do. Any working mum who left to have a baby would want to go back to her work. Look, I love them and bless their hearts, but that’s so silly. They think it’s the biggest mistake of my life. So how did they feel when you said you were going to come back to it? How old were you when you did your first scene?ĭid you find some of the decisions you made and things that you agreed to do at that time were affected by how young you were? When I went and shot my first scene, I thought to myself, what am I doing? I left for five or six months and then I came back and went full force. I took some polaroids for them and then a few days later they just called me and I had all this work booked. They were the girls who had been around for 30 or 40 years or something. It was in a crummy building with three men and three officers with huge books of photos of girls. There was just this small black and white ad that said ‘nude model needed’, and I was like ‘Ok, that’s something different.’ So, I went down there and met the people. In 2001, I saw an advert in a newspaper when I was reading the ad section. And somehow I stumbled into this business. I came from a small town in California when I was 18 years old, living with my parents, and I just wanted freedom. I don’t really have a solid answer for that. You know, that is the million dollar question.
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